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Monday, August 25, 2008

难道就不能帮吗?为什么?妈妈说得对,嘴唇薄的人没人性,又刻薄。。。往往会让我这一种人辛苦。。。

为什么要为爱所困呢?我看见两个人因为爱而让我看不起他们。。。第一个是我的最亲的人。。。因为分手而向周围的人发脾气,也不停得开始耍感情。。。另一个分手后却才知道已经失去了,而勉强的想要复合。。。让周围的人很辛苦。。。这两人可说是我生命里最影响我的人。。。我却因为他们分了手,而看不起他们。。。让我觉得他们把自己糟蹋到连人都不是。。。

而我被爱神耍了。。。为什么要喜欢我的最要好的朋友?让我失去了他,让我们不敢面对对方。。。却因为工作所需,而必须沟通。。。

为什么我的生活充满为什么?应该开始想解决方法了。。。

Friday, August 22, 2008

Hiya...

nothing much to say... just daydreaming this few days... finding ways to avoid doing those terrible mind bending, hand breaking and eyes 'opening' homework...

ok... really nothing much to say...

oh... to all sudoku fans out there... check out this website if you could be the next samurai sudoku for the year 2008...
www.MSIGsudoku.com.my

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

i've not updated for some time now cause i was busy...

first the school holidays came... then i had to go to Abdul Samad's installation... followed by a trip to Port Dickson which got me sunburned... haiz... then i had a sleepover at my friend's house... all in one weekend... by monday when i finally got back home... i was dead tired that i wore my contacts to sleep... and i was not feeling well...

not to mention lee chong wei only got a silver medal... but it means not much to me... but i think getting only silver meant a lot to him...

anyway... i got pictures for you to feast your eyes if you want to...


Photos from PD


Photos from rou ann's sleepover




Tuesday, August 12, 2008

I got tag... so i am playing this game... sorry to those that i shall tag... hehe...

Rules :
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. YesNo tags back!!

- 1 2345678910 11 12 13 14 15 - start!!

One:
I love to solve sudoku until i don't even want to sleep...

Two:
I like to sleep until as much as i can... i'm like a pig...

Three:
I used to play the harmonica and performed before...

Four:
I cheat when i'm playing the viola in the orchestra... i skip bars or notes that i can't play...

Five:
Young kids and babies don't like me... hmm... i wonder why...

Six:
no matter how much i like to sleep... sometimes... i would stay awake until my parents are awake...

Seven:
I like good guys... or helpful guys... or guys who are good to me...

Eight:
I still haven't forget about my first crush in primary 5...

Nine:
I read books in the toilet... that's why i spent so much time in the toilet...

Ten:
I like clean nails... which means no dirt under the fingernails...

Eleven:
I don't kill mosquitoes... i only kill when they don't fly off after several warnings...

Twelve:
I want to go for dancing lessons... but my parents would not let me go...

Thirteen:
I like evergreen songs... or slow songs... i never like rock songs... or songs that has a lot of screaming in it...

Fourteen:
i want to join the CHS idol... but no hope larh...


Fifteen:
I hate child and teen actors... they make me feel useless...

My descendants:
-Su Lynn
-Sharon Lai
-Benedict
-Su Saint
-i'll think about it later...

Sunday, August 10, 2008

WE should learn how to listen to what others are saying... not just verbally but through their body language and emotions...

but we should also know how to talk... it's no use hoarding everything in your heart but not speaking it out...

when we do not see past the talking... and only see the reasoning... we lost out a lot... we never think to ask about their problems they are facing... we never offer a chance to let them talk their opinions because they are afraid we would scold them for not giving what we want them to do...

we always think we are right and that we have the right to punish others... but have we talk to them, listen to their problems... or have we gave proper warning... we never give warning and just imply the punishment... is it fair for the others??

when we do not listen... we are not respecting others... we treat them as shit if i may say....

that is why, we should listen and give a chance to others to speak...

and in my case, proper instructions will do...
~even if you treat me like a piece of rubbish... i would forget about it... but please remember what you told me before you start scolding me for the cert... and involving others in my PRIVATE problems with you... and please respect others and their feelings... you might be more powerful but you are not the most powerful... oh... and you are a freaking scary power-hungry person... so wish you luck in your future...~

Friday, August 8, 2008

我本来以为我不再在乎那件事。。。可以在他们的面前谈那件事。。。可以承认当时我有错,也知道自己的缺点和优点。。。

可是原来我走不出那个阴影。。。当时我喘不过气,不能呼吸,心跳得很快,也差一点儿流泪了。。。 就离开了会议。。。虽然我知道这样子做很没有礼貌,可是当时我忍不住了,必须离开。。。

对不起朋友们。。。我知道我的事弄得你们不爽我。。。等我吧。。。我一定会好回的。。。

Monday, August 4, 2008

did i make the right choices?? did i walk the right path?? did i do the right turning??

who can tell me... i have been thinking nowadays whether quiting those things were a right choice?? neither way, i do not want to regret the choices i made...

things i have quit to make my life a bit more tidy:
chinese lit
YE
Piano
band

things i didn't join and thinking whether was it a right choice:
english lit
dancing
wushu

Friday, August 1, 2008

Time flies so fast... Just when you thought you can wait for a while before dealing with it, it just pass by without saying anything...

it was just like yesterday when i first started out as a member in BSMM... now in slightly less than 20 hours, i will be officially a committee member...

it really flies... flies faster than a bullet train... faster than PN Sim... i really wished that it will stop and give me some time to breath and plan out everything... but too bad it wouldn't happen...