Drama bit....

ok.. the saying is that drama life are fake and will not happen in real life... but i beg to differ... some part of the drama life WILL happen...

let me tell you why... remember those parts when the best friend steals the boyfriend... the girlfriend doesn't want the guy... the guy wants her back... ask her best friend what to do... and the best friend falls in love with the guy... and so on...

well, it's not so dramatic in my life but... ok...
my best friend which will call A broke up with the boyfriend which we will call B. anyway B really loves A and wants her back in his life... but A is in a conflict... to accept him or to say no... she avoided him for a few days but start talking to him again because she thinks it's bad to avoid... ~please don't think you can't be friends again after breaking up... it's too hard to stay that way...~ so B keeps sms me about ways to get her back... i keep chatting with him about her then...

not only about A, but we have another project together to do... we always whisper and i often see him because he has been staying back for a few days now... ~i don't like him because i liked someone else who probably don't like me the way i do...~

so today was my AGM... you know how girls hug each other right?? i was congratulating my friends on their post they got... so when it was his turn... it was awkward because i wanted to shake hands to congrat but our hands were like in between hugging or shaking hands... but we eventually shaked hands only... ~friends mah~ ~please don't get angry, A... it's just that we are a bit closer then before... but he really loves you... i'm only the middle person...~

besides... i have to forget romance... the guy i like... well i have been avoiding him... and when i congrats him, it was damn awkward... his hands were cold and i feeling like warming up... ~i warmed up hands especially girls... in exchange for some warmth in their hands...~ i really wanted to hold on to his hands but... it's impossible... i'm not sure whether we did it on purpose but after shaking, i did not immediately let go but hold on for a while...

anyway... it's just that now... with what he is... i've to forget i like him and act professionally with him... ~we both need to cooperate~ no more 'manja'ing and lunch with him... or badminton... haiz... what to do? who ask me to like him....