I'm practically tired... Why?
My best friend is avoiding for reasons i am not sure... Maybe it has to do with something i said to him...
I am keeping my mouth and hands to myself... I am keeping myself not so active... I do not want history to repeat itself... (Am i being selfish?)
My girlfriend is having relationship problem and I would be happy to keep out of it... but I am seeing them everyday... When will they solve their problems?? Gambate...
I just had an interview and it did not go smoothly but it was so much more better then i expected... I am happy with what i chose for myself... it is a decision that cost me a lot... eg. friendship and maruah plus harga diri...
I am not confident in myself as I used to be... I used to believe in myself... but now... i have to take a lot of courage to take the next step...
I have lost friends from that B***** project... Even though i learned more of myself from that experience, i lost friends because of my frustration towards everything in the project....
Plus, homework is tiring me... what to do?? no homework for 3 weeks... and suddenly... HOMEWORK....
~wish me luck. i am making a big step forward and trying not to fall backwards...~
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