Time flies so fast... Just when you thought you can wait for a while before dealing with it, it just pass by without saying anything...

it was just like yesterday when i first started out as a member in BSMM... now in slightly less than 20 hours, i will be officially a committee member...

it really flies... flies faster than a bullet train... faster than PN Sim... i really wished that it will stop and give me some time to breath and plan out everything... but too bad it wouldn't happen...

一直听人说十六岁是最甜的年龄了。可为什么我喝了这很苦的茶呢？为什么我泡的茶如此苦呢？难道我不能继续喝甜茶吗？我应该如何才能把苦茶便甜呢？

我用的材料如下：
一杯感情， 一桶心血，一瓶懒惰，半杯努力，一点点骄傲，一点点自以为是，半杯希望，一瓶开心， 半桶失望，一桶伤心， 一桶自责，一桶信心。

为什么现在的我如此讨厌自己？对自己失去信心，不再相信自己，不再希望会成功，只希望做得到，因为不想再次受伤害而变得自私， 因为曾经被伤害所以讨厌自己。。。

Hehe... just trying out this chinese program i just downloaded... allow me to continue blogging in chinese...

一直在找着可以让我在电脑写华语的program。可惜的是我一直找不到我要的东西。有的话，都只有一个月的期限。都不能够让我用多久。

Ms. Goh:

This is to reconfirmed your membership in 'I lost a close friend' Club. Your reason of joining back this club was, quoted 'I lost a friend because of my feelings to him that I cannot take back. We are no longer friends but just colleagues.' Your reason for membership is therefore strong enough.

A reminder here, you may resign from the club at any time if you have regain your friendship.

from,
The Club Manager.

relax...

i need to relax myself... after going through ~and still going through~ i learned how to control my temper and how to talk to those idiots that just don't know how to ask questions properly...

so... when i'm at the verge of crying or mad... i'll take deep breaths and remind myself that these idiots will get their payback one day... one day... so i won't breakdown anymore ~hopefully~

anyway, i'm trying to stay positive... so.... wait for a new me...