WHAT!

when i see people around me getting stressed over things...
i feel like going over to tell them that things will be alright...

but alas!
i do not have the authority or respect to do such thing...

i ask myself...
who am i to do that?

even if i do go over and tell them thing will be alright...
will they appreciate or treat it as an insult to them?

in the end...
i stay away from friends, from people...

i maybe selfish...
but that's just to protect my broken heart...

whenever i hate someone...
the only thing that can change that thought...
is others' opinion about that someone...
it changes my mindset...
to understand the reason for that person...
to act so selfishly and stubbornly...

What am I doing?

Oh gosh... what am i doing??

i'm going gaga over someone i've met and talked to just once... plus.. he is a TKD pro... from Canada...

Oh gosh... why am i like that? it's like i can't get over him since i met him...

Something is seriously wrong with me...

The Return..

Ello... I'm back... like after one and a half months... long but at least it's not dead yet... just coma...

anyway... gonna be kinda busy over the week and weekend...

first there's the ICTO where i'm the LO therefore... must stay awake and ALERT for more than 12 hours...

then the form 5s are gonna retire soon... must start preparing and do all the filing that i have stopped doing since last year...

hmm... what else??

oh.. there's the drama competition in august... we have to practice real hard... and the part i dislike the most... training the new sloth that has attitude problem...

i think that's all for now... will try to update as soon as possible...