Truths 2

Some truth should never be told,
Some truth should be told as a lie,
Some lies should be told as a truth.

Some truths must never be known,
Some truths must be told as a lie,
Some truths must be a secret.

Hide the truth and secrets and lies.

Tell the truth and secrets and lies.

Choose wisely.
Choose carefully.
Choose what's best.

Truths 1

Hey guys! want to hear some secret?? or secrets??


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1) to heavy for me to bear...
2) something that will remain as a secret... and not to be told...
3) something i will forever keep with me...

Predicted Future Love Life

~Here's the story... i went to 1-u today to watch HSM3... though reluctant at first... but it was a nice show with relatively good seats... so anyway... after watching... we said... hey! the plot is so predictable but with a bit more drama in it... so i said i think i can predict my senior year... so we talked about it until it went to love life...~

These are the future love life i predicted... ~not 101% guarantee it will come true~ ~and it's the simplified version~ ~i DO welcome any new ideas~

Su Lynn:
She will keep falling in love with the wrong guy... either doesn't like her or has a girlfriend... she will meet her future husband who really loves her... and she loves him too...

Sharon Lai:
She will not get a boyfriend until she finish university... because she is "Puan Joyce's Daughter"... and secondary mates will surely follow her until university... however, she falls in love with a guy... who despised her in secondary cause pn Joyce caught his pants and hair...

Su Saint:
She will not have a boyfriend until she starts working... her husband will be someone who is as good as her and has good sportsmanship... to be able to compare with her... and is a doctor...

Jia Xin:
She will be a queen guide... in other words... a slimer version of ms margerat... She will have a man in her life but they are not married... and they stay together...

Sze Geet:
She will find someone who really really loves and really really cares for her...

Kai Boon:
He will be the world's most wanted bachelor... CEO of a top company... something related to chicken...

Wei Lian:
He becomes manlier/finds out he is gay/has a masculine wife... ~pick one~

Weil Shern:
His wife would be a hardworking girl... and a girl who can enjoy life... ~hopefully we are still friends then~

Shen Wen:
Her husband has to be an athletic guy...

Jin Yee:
He will continue playing in the orchestra... he will meet his future wife in orchestra... she is one of the top player in her section... he likes to pamper her...

Mun Keat:
He will be acting... therefore meeting his future wife... she can be sporting/typical housewife... but surely not Koe Yeet...

that's for now... any new ideas are welcomed...

~this is meant as a topic of discussion... nothing to do with the future of anyone above...~

it's all over...

it's all over now... i no longer have to suffer this misery... and uncertainty...

no more sleepless night... it's finally over...

i feel free now... no more worries about tomorrow...

i don't have to bend down under its powerful arm... i don't have to tell myself it's gonna be okay... because it's not okay...

i don't have to pretend i'm alright...

it's all over...

finally over...

the school exam is over...

Rain rain

Rain rain... don't go away...
but please rain bigger...

it has been raining for the past few days... good news...

i mean... it's not hot... it's windy... it's cool... and my natural air cond is on...

but... it's raining drops... and drops... not really a heavy downpour...

humans are humans... we complain too much... when it is hot... we want rain... when it is raining... we want sun...

Still beating fast...

want to hear a very drama thing... ok... it happened in midvalley 5 hours ago...

the queue for the cinema ticket was short... so anyway... out of something... i decide to walk the whole stretch... until my bro took short cut larh... anyway... instead of bending down... my bro just took off the string...

so i turned around to pass the end part of the string to my aunt... and when i turned back to the front... i saw him... his brownish hair... his smirk...

i sort of got stunt... you know when you see someone you liked before... suddenly appearing in front of you after 4 years...

i will never forget him... he has grown taller... but still has that handsome look... much more handsome now...

so it was kinda awkward... i just shot a short smile... i don't know whether he remembers me or not... he did smile back at me... i love his smile... so mesmerizing...

i didn't dare to say hi to him... damn awkward... so when we cut the line shorter again, i was the last one holding the end part... so i just past to him lorh... and still smile at him...

my heart was beating very fast... it wouldn't slow down after that also... though he was standing behind me... i just talk to my bro...

anyway... my heart is still beating fast... even now... it felt so like a drama... to turn around and see him... and to see him smile at me...

My PMR last year

today is the f3's PMR... good luck to all...

time really flies by... just last year this time... i was taking MY PMR exam... all the few months of preparation just for the 5 days... the anxious sleepless night... the prayers for luck... the shaking hands with friends for luck... the group studying...

and it all ended in the 5 days... we were free... well just for few months... but we were free at last...

we enjoyed our holidays... we sat together and talk... we got the whole rc room to ourselves... well, at least when seniors and juniors are not around... we played games together... we did so many things...

then... results day came... we had a meeting in the morning... so we were early in school... after meeting... we start chatting among ourselves... some were going out after results came out...

11 o'clock came... we were asked to enter the hall... my heart was beating faster by the minute... hands were turning cold... well... it was not just me...

of course... malaysians will always be late... the results were given late... so we waited and waited... until we started falling asleep...

the principal went up the stage many times... words of encouragement and so on... but the results were never announced...

finally... the principal came up... and besides telling us the results are out... she told us the statistics of how many As we got... which subject got all As... and still babbling...

then she announced the results are with the teachers... WOOHOO... the results... FINALLY...

so... at first my class teacher told us to go according to alphabetic name... i was sitting in front... and girls got the privilege of getting the results first... so when i was preparing to go back... since i'm no.9 in class... teacher asked me to come in front... oh no...

so i sat in front of teacher... and teacher check through the name list... and say i got 8As... i was schocked... so when teacher was going through the result slips... i told teacher not to bluff me... teacher told me to be confident in myself...

the result slip was given to me... i looked at it and it was all in As... so we had to fill up some form... with the results obtained... i keep looking at the slip to check the result... and teacher said all As... don't need to check adi...

what? i was still shock... ok... then i went and find my friends... basically hugging and jumping...

so i told my mum my results... my mum was shock too... and i could hear my mum's collegue shouting from behind... went to my mum's work place... and her collegue suprised me with a confetti popper...

so... conclusion is... i ~till now~ can't believe i got straight As... but life has to go on... i'm living everyday as happy as i can... i don't take my exam for granted... i can't keep thinking i can get good results now just because i got 8As...

Looking Back

looking back at my previous post... i realized how much i have changed... and how much things have changed... so a bit update on some things that have changed...

my girlfriend accepted her boyfriend back again.... ~wish them lots of happiness...~

i am talking a bit more with him... he even taught me add maths... ~yeah~ more topics... well, even if we can't be as close as before... at least we are talking...

i actually sat for exam... ok, i didn't study like what i promised myself and teacher... but i sat for it... minus that one day larh... but i went for the rest and also going for the last three days... i studied what i could and got big big big big help from SZE GEET... ~thanks so much~

i ask questions when someone ask me to do some things... so i don't get messed up with my brain...

ok... now are things that have not changed...

i still take for granted my holidays... i say to myself... that i WILL study during the holiday... but what i do was use the computer day and night... so haiz... like last time lorh... study the night before and the free time before exam...

i still lose my temper... although it has been less frequent... which is a good thing... that means i try to control until i can't...

i think that's all... but if you think i have changed or not changed somethings... and didn't joit down... please leave a comment,,,

thanks...

goodnight,
Shiau Ling

Winnie the Pooh

do i look like winnie the pooh?? i feel like i do... short, stout, eat a lot and love my friends...

为什么是你？

为什么会是你呢？

我有多久没看过你？一年吗？应该是吧！

那天你来我家找我。我真是没想到啊！想到以前我那样的对待你，你还记得我。握你的手，感觉真幸福。

可惜，这都是梦。现实的你和我，只有微笑和点头而已。

最近，是你的生日。如果你觉得是你自己，那就生日快乐！我永远祝福你的。我的朋友。

@#$% OFF

(due to some foul language involved... the words would be replace with symbols)

@#$% off larh... so what if you are a @#, you are pathetic you know?? HELLO!! You are 16 NOT a 6 year boy who sulk when you can get what you want!!

COME ON!! You are a boy or maybe a MAN!! BEHAVE like ONE!! I just don't get it!! it's only a girl you @#$%er...

AS IF SHE IS THE BEST!!

@#$% off you pathetic little @#$%^... STOP showing the @#$%^& face of yours!! BE A MAN!! Let your girlfriend HAVE SOME FRIENDS!!

LEARN to tolerate!! she WON"T cry just because you LET her HAVE some FRIENDS!!

i KNOW you DON'T like when i TALK to her!! but she IS my FRIEND!!

BUT i will be the GOOD person by WALKING away EVERY TIME you SHOW your PATHETIC FACE to ME!!

do you KNOW that WHEN you DO it... you ARE admitting you are a LOSER and a @#$%^!!

YOU MAKE ME SICK!! @#$%ER!! the WHOLE world would be BETTER WITHOUT YOU!!

What Have I Done??

oh, what have i done?? what have i done under depression??

i really regret about it... but what is done has been done...

i can't change anything... but just have to accept it...

my mistake all because of you... you, the one who just can't see me...